- from Star Thornhill, September 4 Rest In Peace my dear friend Elise Schoenrank. I love you, and I'm so proud of you for fighting for so long, and I am glad you are no longer in pain. My love, thoughts and prayers, goes out to Laurel Schoenrank and her family. September 7 Its only been three days. Three days since you passed... And yet it still feel's like it was yesterday.... I didn't know you very long, and so in my head I keep asking myself why is this so hard?? But it doesn't matter how long I knew you, you were my friend, and a great one at that. When I was going through all my medical problems, you were always worried and wondering what it was that was causing these issues, even though you had something way worse than me. I find myself hoping that I will see you at school on the 10th, but I know I won't, which hurts even more. I don't know if there is a heaven or a god (which if there is a god he is a prick for putting you through so much pain) or an afterlife or if reincarnation is true. In a way I hope there is a heaven, cause then I know you are in peace, or even an afterlife. I also hope that there is such thing as reincarnation because I then know you will come back one day. I keep telling myself "at least she isn't hurting anymore, and I will see her again," but it doesn't make it any better. If anything I feel like I am kidding myself. I really miss you my friend, and I still wish I could have seen you just one more time....